What a couple of weeks!! I have been exhausted from, well, being me! What have I been up to you ask? Well I will tell you it isn't a lot of rest and relaxation or sleep. I have been feeling a little overwhelmed by life and something had to go and unfortunately it was uni, I took a leave of absence for the semester. I was very sad about it and when I went into uni to hand in my form the lady behind the student services desk was all business. She didn't look shocked or ask why or start screaming noooooo, she just took my form, stamped it with the date and said thank-you. I sort of stood there for a while like an idiot waiting for, well something (perhaps a sad song sung by a trio that they keep out the back just for occasions like this one) and she was really nice and must of sensed that I needed some closure and she photocopied the form for me to take a copy with me... I should bake her some bickies. But the main culprit of my absence from blog land is the nasty reality of breast feeding!! It turns out that I don't produce a heck of a lot of milk and poor little baby Claire was struggling to put on weight with just my milk, so we were doing top-ups of formula after each feed, which were also every 2 1/2 hours to try and increase my milk production. A long and tiring story short is that after 2 weeks of trying this we were told by the lactation consultant that I should start weening her and move over to formula, apparently I have a lot on my plate at the moment and should stop stressing out over feeding and just move with the path of least resistance. This has been a god send!! I feel vaguely human and with the aid of coffee I can now maintain a reasonable conversation. I also feel a lot more relaxed about baby Claire's health because she is visibly putting on weight and she is happier and settled which is just fantastic. I have been feeling myself regain my sanity and calm which is wonderful. I haven't got a lot of craft done over the last couple of weeks either, big surprise there. I have almost finished renovating my coffee table, I will show a photo tomorrow. I have refashioned a couple more shirts, started some cushion covers and attempted a clean up of my soon to be mine studio, and jobotI am thinking of a name, maybe something starting with a T or a P . Tomorrow is Sunday and full of promise and I am looking forward to it. Oh and sorry about the absolute lack of pictures.